LovesMePrecious~

2011~!

2011-02-07T18:02:00.001+08:00

Hihi humans ;D
i'm back! though a bit late but haiz...
after so lonnnng i still duno what to post
i shouldn't have a blog afterall ;D
toodles

GO AWAY

2010-10-13T17:22:00.000+08:00

GO AWAY!
You hear me?!

.....

2010-10-13T17:17:00.002+08:00

Sorryy, but...
I GAVE UP loving you
i feel that its a chore to me now :x

i'm ignorant to everything
Every single day i live in my own land
Where i dreamed everyday was perfect

I'm tired i dontknow where to head to anymore
i'm just a person who doesn't want to be loved
i don't want to cry but i can help whenever you just did something

i dontwant you in my life
just go away;

i'm back O.o

2010-10-09T21:46:00.002+08:00

hi humans! my blog has been very dead ;D
as for me end of year exams are over with exceptions to art ;D
Hows everyone?
i bet i'm chatting to myself ;D
oh well not interested to write about exams hopefully i get to top the cohort again?
i don't think so :x didn't really study
sadded i think its the final chance anw
cos sec3 hard to top cohort
very hard oh gosh!
haiz....
sad life
happiness is very shortlived
so... not expecting the top
its okay... i passed my pri sch life behind of people
especially PSLE
so no hopes at all :(

Amonth

2010-07-31T22:41:00.002+08:00

i've seriously nothing to talk about.
haiz......
oh yeah i found my clique ;D
Waikit
Anthony
Krishan
:D best of buddies
they have been the best friends that anyone could have
and its true they are here to send my woes away
they are here to see me through my most bad days
and yes ilovethemverymuch

back from cruise!~

2010-07-04T22:28:00.002+08:00

hihi! back from cruise!~
Quite fun but a bit boring also cause nothing to do

Day 1:
we're suppose to depart at 7pm but my mum's friend got jammed in traffic so we almost couldn't board the cruise but luckily delayed...
went on the cruise, ate buffet dinner then went touring around the cruise
from the top of the deck to the ground floor
then went cabin to sleep while my parents were in casino
zzz

Day 2:
woke up. ate breakfast. slacked around... went to Redang Island...
i so love the waves of the sea!
and the fishes there so cute!
went to feed fish!
then after that went to souvenir shop and bought a hair tie
then board a lifeboat to go back to the cruise...
In the cruise, went to the swimming pool to soak awhile
then after that went to bathe and eat dinner
i think we din eat lunch or smth
then slack until 9.30pm
went to see movie : The Spy Next Door
my mum and sis dozed off in there
then after that went to eat buffet supper!
nice nice

Day 3:
packed up and stuffs
ate buffet breakfast
then walked around the place for the last time
pay a bit of bills and yay
home sweet home to singapore! ;D

Saddening :x

2010-06-22T20:51:00.002+08:00

Haiz....... why does my hand always get bruised when playing volleyball?
i feel so sad as if i cannot be reunited with my volleyball :(
my hand is now with a very big patch of blue black :(
i feel so pathetic seeing it
i feel like crying... it just feels hurt to see myself hurt from something i like
that is always the sad part of life

there's just no one there to cheer me up...
i feel like i'm breaking down so easily

there are a lot of things i feel damn sad abt:
-the bruise on my hand
-unable to play volleyball tomorrow
-unable to question myself why i break down so easily
-unable to fulfill my holiday plan of studying english and science
-unable to go out with my primary school friends
-unable to play volleyball more often

i just so feel like crying........
how i wished tears will just drown me.......

Revived

2010-06-20T00:27:00.001+08:00

p/s. i know he still cares
pp/s. i know he still misses me
ppp/s. i know we can't be together but BFF

the karate kid!~

2010-06-16T10:36:00.002+08:00

last sunday,
went out with my family to watch movie

The Karate Kid
it was a very fantastic movie
oh gosh just hoped i could watch it once more!
it actually taught me something
never lower your head to your defeat
and that fighting never cures anything

haha so cool. when the cd comes out i'm gonna buy it for momento
anw, its the first time my dad watched a movie with us
and keep us in company and forego his golf!~
thats like so cool......
haha

these few days, i've picked up my mood except for the fact that
i got sad again today :x

why is life always like that?
i am looking forward to something and that someone has to push me back again
my ex- he added me on fb
i was kind of like 'okay...'
but i nvr wanted to know how his life was
but curious me when on to read his profile

haiz........ he is that one man who always change my destiny
change my mood
change my feelings
change everything

how i wished he just disappear from my life forever
but he can't
i promised him we'll be friends forever
yeah that was what i promised him
he and i just knows that our love will never last long
but its a fact that i've never gotten over him
welll, i don't care how am i gona pick myself up again but
one thing is for sure.
he left my life for 1 1/2 years and he's back.
its just another starting of emotionless life...

Busy~!

2010-06-12T23:15:00.003+08:00

OMGZXC! sry ppl if i replied your smses late lately
because i was rehearsing for NDP if you all watched the news
say yay to swiss! yarhs so they won't allow camera phones in that place and the thing is full day uh... hence can't reply uh!

so, although my eyelids are drooping and i'm like half dead but i came to post okay!!
so saddening, i miss a whole lot of ppl during the holidays!
haiz....

sry volleyball mates! i'm like super busy can't come in on monday!~
i'm like going to pangseh nicole....... i'm so bad
i should go get reyna and ahma to go on monday!
but i really want to go play!!!!!
haiz
blame myself why so busy!

i hope to make it for the outing of my besties in primary school!
Awaiting your reply!~
i still duno timing cause they plan finish nvr tell me... no time to plan with them :(
i so want to cry!

i miss _____ :x
ahhh~!
i'm going crazy!
i miss ___ ___ too :(
grrr nvm... 2 more weeks and school reopen!
will be able to see them soon!

toodles i'm tired!

boring holidays~!

2010-06-09T12:18:00.001+08:00

i'm back for a short post because i don't know what to post on
im so happy that i'm gonna take valerie as my junior ;D
hahaa!
so thats all!
signing off

Volleyball 07062010

2010-06-07T13:48:00.002+08:00

Woo! today was a fun day!
went back hkps to play Volleyball
with reyna ahma and nicole
so fun although boring at parts
all the juniors were so cute!
OMG
sadded at the fact that fransiska did not want to come :(
aft that went to makan with nicole and reyna...
how i just wish this would happen more often except for the part where fransiska did not come

NDP Rehearsal

2010-06-05T21:49:00.002+08:00

NDP is very boring
because i'm not a part of it but i was told to go to be reserve
haiz...
no idea why but my blisters did not get well
:(
i want to play vb on monday!
hope it get well soon ;D

bad day`!

2010-06-04T19:42:00.003+08:00

Today was full day band ... i wore no. 4 uniform to band
super bad i got blisters as big as a bottle cap and i could not walk
thanks stephanie for your slippers ,
valerie for your skirt
bernice for your taxi and
Serene for your plastic bag and money for lunch ;D
thanks all the others!
today is a very tired day... marched for 7km +
oh ya and thanks GWEN for your plasters!~

unforgettable bilistery day!

On course

2010-06-02T23:27:00.002+08:00

Hello ppl~!
those who wonder why i nvr went for the lit course is because i went for the band course
haha ;D
i bet the lit course was fun but not the band course...
the cousre was from 9am till 9pm
zzz... held over 2 days
with lots and lots of nice food,
i'll upload pictures someday later
toodles! i'm very tired

great course though!~

Randoming~!

2010-05-31T09:34:00.005+08:00

I ohsomiss this perfect picture!~

Yeah this picture rocks alright!

I feel so dead today... as if no one is gonna pei me ughs!

those birthday people! Haha i think i'm gonna delay your present a bit because i lazy to go out today uh

Especially LiYing my so cute laogong!

Sorry if i delayed your present!

hahas!~

June Babies!

WenHan~

LiYingLaoGong~

ZengjinnDiDi~

SharleneXiiaoMei~

ShiJieJunior!~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!~

Haha... So envy holiday mood people!

I don't know why but this holiday does not feel like one to me!

Hmmm....

Anw, i was entertained by my friends yesterday night

with JL and GT ;D

cool 12.25 was the last sms!

hahahaha...

I hope i can go back HKPS to play vb soon!

Very soon...

but apparently this week no one has time to go back...

sorry coach haha :x

i know i'm bad!~

toodles i'll come back maybe later to post longer :D

Its a MAYBE only... bye!~

2010-05-29T16:11:00.002+08:00

Hello! I've just swapped a blogskin ;D
I feel that this skin is very bright because all my past skins are very dull :D

Anw, I've nothing to post about actually...
Today's band was alright
I just din felt like blogging for the past few days as nothing really happened...

NewExperience ~!

2010-05-26T18:10:00.003+08:00

WooHoo!~ i am so happy today!
My Grades have topped the whole cohort in sec 2! Weeee...
in other words; i'm 1st in level
my subjects only chinese and lit top the level ;D
ACHIEVEMENT!~
-clapclapclap- (Savita is clapping for me only)
but Vanisri is catching up :O
gotta work harder on my maths and english!~
great job to me!~
TOO BAD, no one celebrates it with me
i am so anti-social...
everyone wants Vanisri to top the class
and every single guy is hating me in the class
so great..
oh well like what Mr Zhong and Ms Lim said in my report book
i must learn to sociallise...
Hmmm;
I don't think i can do it anw;
its my personality :D

Anyway, celebrations open up
I'm free for the first week of holiday i guess
except Tuesday and Friday...
Haiz...

well juniors! see you all soon!~

realisation...

2010-05-20T19:09:00.002+08:00

i've just realised my heart can seem to deciphere my thoughts
as if the heart is using a different language that my thoughts can never understand...
from what i think and what i feel
it just doesn't tally...
i'm tired of playing this freakly lame game...
Why can i be angry or sad when i'm thinking abt happy stuffs?
my feelings just don't match
and i surrender...
i'm going crazy already...

i told you many times over and over
stop saying sorry
will you ever do that?
forget it... -.-"

i'm driving myself crazy seriously
im having a seriously tied feelings that i can never untie without him
forget it
the him referring to someone that does not visit my blog
although he may be the few of many friends who can solve my feelings
i knew he wasn't the guy for me
reference to him, named MR. Perfect
oh gosh;
the whole bunch of people who keep talking abt him with regards to me
he IS my friend
ahh~! i duno whats got into me
forget it.... 3rd time

these are one of the few million things i can't seem to forget
i want to cry
i seriously need your shoulder instead of me lending you mine
although i promised i'll lend you mine.
But see? you're always stronger

Give me a break
i can't go on
i am quitting my secondary school life
i will play volleyball during my june holidays
at MY primary school
with my beloved/cute juniors
and respected coach ;D

Well, i'm done!

i'm begging you...
leave me alone please...

Exam score -.-

2010-05-18T19:03:00.002+08:00

this year's exams scores aren't satisfactory

English: summary still not back
Literature: 96
Mathematics: 75
Science: 74
Chinese:88.3%
Geography: 84
Home Econs: 80
Art: also still not back yet...

haiz...... so sad lor -.-

17052010

2010-05-17T19:28:00.002+08:00

Today was house games...
So fun! i love my TEAM...
i feel so glad to be in a team again
i miss having a team and working in a team while having fun altogether...
MY TEAM:
Dreidel
Kelvin
Selvan
WeiTing
Darren
Myself
and the other the name i rmbed it as rena but i guess thats not her real name
hahas...

Captain ball is cool!
my team got 3rd~!
oh yeah! the first trophy in secondary school life!
how i missed trophies...
thinking back abt the days where trophies were a part of my life
haiz.......
i so love myteamates....

Haiz... results are out
Disappointed with maths and english
the rest ;D
good!
geo:85
Chinese:88
Science: section C not back
Maths P1: 39
Maths P2: not back
Art: not back
HE: 32/40
eng: idk full score yet
haiz... thats all my pathetic score... :(

haiz...

orals~!

2010-05-13T20:28:00.002+08:00

i thrashed my orals~!
oh great i don't know what is going to happen
i give up la
i almost cried infront of ms lim
wth is wrong with me
i left the examination room crying is just that the ppl sitting there wasn't aware because i did not want to affect their mood...
crapology~!
now i realised hating oral for life is a good choice

lightbulb :D

2010-05-12T14:22:00.005+08:00

Exam are almost over, left oral tmr~!
Haiz... wonder how i did?!
i hope i ~~won't~~ get the first again or let someone take the post :D
sians... its more difficult to study now
idk why but no motivation i guess...
my motivation for sec 1 SA2 was cs...
this year's SA1's motivation = slack after exam...
crap motivation -.-"
neverminds... its over :D
i will find my motivation back yeah~
i'll be that limegreen ball
Ever ready to light up ;D

p/s: i'm not ready to give up volleyball yet... 2years.... when will this suffering end?!
p.p/s: i want my VOLLEYBALL

mugging

2010-05-06T17:26:00.002+08:00

gah geography was a failure...
all thanks to map it suck~!
anw, i can't concentrate on mugging
or should i say i haven been really mugging
zzz
art prep is halfway done
i'm not really happy with it
its kind of weird
anw, all thanks to geog i have lost half the battle for losing my confidence is science
a subject that i'm so stable about have so many loopholes
what about an unstable subject? = fail?!

MYEs

2010-04-28T14:54:00.001+08:00

Mid Year Exams are on :D
i will not be blogging until the day when MYE 2010 is over...
Jiayous to all people ~!
God bless...

back from a bit of break...

2010-04-23T23:40:00.002+08:00

Hello ;D
Don't ask me why am i so sad nowadays
thx Sihui and Glenn
;love you all <3

i can't smile in fact; im trying really hard not to cry

seriously what kind of friend are you?
you say me being childish?
oh please you are more than childish okay?!
i have enough of you, get it?!
you make me lose my friends, one day you shall have the feeling of losing yours too

Oh gosh can any guy lend me your shoulder?
for me to cry on;
thats all...

2010-04-20T16:28:00.002+08:00

today in class,
chinshen was using hp kenna caught by teacher
mr zhong walk to teacher's table throw the hp on the table

cs: don't throw leh...
mz: you cry then i give you back... see me aft school
lesson carried on
end of class...
mz leaves...

cs: i still got another iphone at home. (saying very loudly)
mz walks back
whole class burst out laughing
mz: you say again?!

LOL. yay lit portfolio is finally finished ;D
happy.
friday got maths test
sad.
today must chiong finish maths hw
angry.
he still doesn't get what i'm trying to tell him
cry.
faggot.ohwell.
this is stupid.i'm tired of smsing on the phone like that you get it?!
ridiculous!~
not refering to you if you are reading cause i chat with lots of ppl everyday and you're not what i'm talkin abt.
its just that someone who doesn't read my blog so he'll nvr guessed how i feel.

i get it.
maths is a freaking idiotic topic that i nvr want to experiment on in the first place.
for your sake,
Ms Chua
i'm getting a grip of it if not i'll vow never to study this subject.

grrr....
p.s i'm pissed
toodles
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Homeworks...

2010-04-17T13:35:00.001+08:00

p.s. i'm getting deprived of 'living life' because of homework
p.p.s. i'n still not getting a life
p.p.s. toodles i'm beat! i haven finished them ever since yesterday

2010-04-14T23:37:00.002+08:00

i seriously don't hate you please don't lock yourself away from me.

2010-04-12T19:57:00.003+08:00

i can't get rid of sadness
i somehow feel so broken
as if no one ever tried to repair my heart
i want to cry
Whenever i needed you i knew you would be there
but its over...
i can't say i loved you cause it never really started to boil inside of me
i don't know whether to say
i never loved you enough to feel it...
but i'm glad you've found your girl
i don't care if you bully i seriously don't care
i know when i angry like to guai lan ppl
sorry
thanks for the memories

in case; if you even read my blog or come my blog for SH's link
if you know who you are keep it to yourself
i shall mantain things like that... please don't destroy the friendship thanks

NAPFA~!

2010-04-12T17:55:00.003+08:00

Today had NAPFA,
crap standing broad jump mans...
is crapology cause' the first and second time i jump i fell back but i jumped at 171cm but
the 3rd time i jump i din fall but i got 150cm
thats an E grade wtf?!
i thought this year can get silver but because of that dumbest thing i got bronze for this year again
i am totally pissed now
but still ok la
as long as i din fail ay,
i am contented luhs

btw
Happy Birthday KYJ!

07042010

2010-04-07T18:17:00.001+08:00

Yayness!~
i got my new spectacles today~!
Hmmm...
i guess i look a bit weird but who cares haha

Today's last day of enrichment was awesome
super awesome.
i will miss the rock wall.
i will miss rock climbing.
aww, so sad... no more enrichment gahh~!
DEAD life again... toodles~!

no intention

2010-04-05T15:20:00.000+08:00

No intention to spoil mood today
gahhs...
live life the way you live it today

April fools ;D

2010-04-01T17:02:00.002+08:00

April fools~!
Sports Day was fine though i din get a medal cause the team got disqualified.
I was actually happy to hear that my team actually broke record...
Haha...

Life is a tough road to walk on;
WenHui, none of us are blaming you don't worry kays ;D
i love the experience today
yeah and that brought me back my life

i was happy when i finally know that in a team, you are a team, you will shine with your team
i love 4 x 400 team relay 2010;
with wen hui, hui yu and jing qi
i hope next year we'll form the same team again
toodles;

i don't want to spoil your mood
yeah have fun;
i don't belong to the awesome 8 anymore...
i am imperfect one~!

2010-03-31T18:50:00.000+08:00

ONE MORE THING...
GOODLUCK FOR ME 4 THE 4x400 METRE RACE
I'M GONNA GET EFFED UP BY IT

HEYHEY!~

2010-03-31T17:57:00.003+08:00

HEYHEY! I SAW AMIRUL TODAY~! YES AMIRUL ADLI...
He looks as if he din recognise me anymore...
Oh well, he's tall now but shorter than me...
HAHA...

HE test din go very well....
i forgot to bring RC attire...
the day sucks...

that's all XD
i guess?

Don't try to know why i cried;
Just know that i'm not in a very good condition
and yes;

it's because my life is messed up in a way that i don't know whats happening;
its because you tried to two time;
it's because my life is so fucked up
and because you're too good to be true

p.s. thanks Glenn and Johnathan...
p.p.s. i'm sick and tired of this when do i get back my passion?

rain~!

2010-03-29T19:47:00.002+08:00

oh gosh it started raining ;
Quoted from Ren Rong: i so love the rain
we're not nuts but everything about rain is so cool...
gahh just came back to say i love the rain...

andand,
why is everyone falling out with each other?
mysodearrjuniors, you still have 4 years please don't hate each other now
forgive and forget rmb that you're lucky you are not the only person surviving on Earth
and because God doesn't want us to be lonely...
So, trytry overcome it and stay friends kays
no matter what they do that might have hurt you, remember i'll always be here ;D
Wan Jun too~!

Emptiness~

2010-03-29T18:49:00.003+08:00

oh gosh this kind of life is killing me...
As what Fransiska said i t+o+t+a+l+l+y miss playing volleyball
i just can't hang on anymore another week of no volleyball and i'm dying......
grrr anyone wants to play volleyball?
i miss the ohso enthusiastic ahma HuiShun
i miss the ohso perfect partner Fransiska
i miss the ohso blur Nicole
i miss the ohso confident HongXia
and not to forget the miss sporty Reyna

Haiz... i miss them <3
seriously miss if i could just play a simple match with them again
with them as my teamates
i regret, seriously regret
i don't know how to hang on for another 2 years
4 years is gonna take my life away as it goes on...

i dont know how to carry on with life...

Anw, wish me luck for my sports day i bet i'm gonna pull the whole team down
argh best of luck...
Sports day is on April fools' day...
NOT JOKING!~

haha...
today is a apparently normal day
Except that the school has helped to make police report on the flasher...
Then me and Bernice went to buy our HE Practical Exam food items
then Bernice went to buy this sling shooter but it doesn't work really well
Gahh, then aft that she treat me to makan and we met the guys
ChinShen, Anoop, Winston, ShengYang, KahYiong
crapped alot then went home....

i saw jinli in popular... so so chio le ohgosh~!
HuiJie said she saw me but i din see her :(

Hope everything goes well for HE P Examinations
gosh~! i'm gona die at week 3...

Oh ya so called went shopping~
i realised i haven really buy all the things i need but got all the wanted things
except:

-school bag
-watch
-waterbottle
-trackshoes
-i want a ring for myself
-handphone
-Volleyball

Gahh i'm so dead...
haiz when will i get to fulfill my godbless passion of sports
how i just wish i did not make the wrong choice to enter the wrong school
but another quote:" Everything happens for a reason".
But i just can't find the reason.....

i seriously wanna cry want to just say "i can't hang on i can't do it"
but do i have a choice?
my future is a blur
i can't decide on my path to paradise
i just wish i could have my primary school life back
i want volleyball
i want my team
i want the fabulous coach
i want my glory back
i just can't make it...
i'm tired enough...
i will COLLASPE....

didn't you know i loved you too?!

crap~!

2010-03-27T15:01:00.002+08:00

Stupid flasher~!
grrr....
hihi just came in to post...
please beware that there's a flasher in bukit batok
i just saw him today morning and Bernice saw that man too
he was asking for a tissue.....
zzzzzz
disgusted! his brain got problem...
zzz argh nvm.....
i don't care.

i'm so dead

2010-03-24T19:38:00.003+08:00

Love is an action or a feeling that helps speak a thousand words and it boils down from the heart.
I continue to hurt myself to cure your remorse.
Its much more painful than that but don't worry,
time will heal everything.

I'm seriously fine.
Even if i'm not i will not cry in front of you any longer.

17032010

2010-03-17T14:23:00.002+08:00

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

2010-03-15T19:58:00.001+08:00

I HATE YOU

sec 2 camp :D

2010-03-10T14:00:00.002+08:00

Hello ppl!
I'm back from sec 2 camp.
cause my grp was quite enthu
i had fun

Although quite irritated at some ppl
Overall, i must say high achievers adventure camp is great!

DAY 1

i wasn't that enthu yet cause we were grpped into houses
i was like so slacky
that day, we went to play low aliments
it was quite fun climbing over walls
walking on ropes
hten we did our first preparation for our campfire night
we chose hot and cold to dance
oh gosh it was like a diasaster
blahblah...
i din have time to bath grrr so rushed like hell
The food and stuffs were nice
BUT we had LUNCH at 10!!!
OMG but they dragged till 11
i simply love the food!
the only high aliment we played was rock climbing...

DAY 2
we played alot of high aliments like walking on a rope in mid air,
Then erm the scary one was the trapzee thing( ppl call it sucidal)
we were suppose to climb to the top of a pole and jump from it
and try to reach out to the trapzee thing
it was freaking scary... cause the pole can shake
i din dare to try again
then aft that we had to choose between abseiling of flying fox
so i chose abseiling. pretty fun...
aft that we had our campfire prep
then campfire!
the camp fire was damn style!
everyone got freaking hyper!
haha
ohsofun!

TODAY: DAY 3
we were suppose to do area cleaning at the toilets
quite disgusting!~
the weather was pouring!
it was fun when we get to play with water
everytime when me and krishan saw dickson we would scream: Dickson is a rapist! ahhh!~
damn fun make him pissed!~
ahaha!

i think the camp went really well and i love my group
though i never remember ppl's names

i only remember:
siti
diana
weiting
me
krishan
jesleen
victoria
wen hui
jiayu
kelvin. P
kelvin. T
jian tong
zhanglian
xing jian
may
shawn

the rest i think i forgot the names liao but not the faces
haha...
anw 1 damn cool thing abt the campsite is that
we live in huts like treetop houses!
OMG!
so cool!
i will never forget that hut man!
haha this marks the end of my post!~
toodles i'm tired

030310

2010-03-03T18:45:00.002+08:00

There was no enrichment tuhday...
There is band training tomorrow....
I seriously don't know what should i do now...
everyday just crept past me like an ant in the desert trying to find water...
i seriously don't give a damn about maths, science and chinese test all on Friday...
i just feel that life is plain boring and i don't have a paint brush to add colours to it...
i don't have the key to unlock my heart
i don't have the spirit to say thats me
Everyday my mind is only filled with: Where are the colours of life?

If boredom is going to leave a deep cut in me
I can't survive it
When is this ever going to stop?
when?

i feel so disheartened for the fact that you...........
i'll breakdown like an ice melting in a heated oven
i sure do miss........
i sure do hope.......
i really want to get of this monotoneness/unexciting/crappy days
for i have never felt like this...

i cry to my tears dries no one hears
i stand in a corner no one realised i'm gone

thanks to anthony and zengjin for at least talking to me,
let me disturb you i appreciate.....
i'll end here.....

kudos!

2010-02-24T17:56:00.002+08:00

swiss cottage's first ever councilors'investiture is over..
phew... gah... very busy!!! a short post tuhday
enrichment was a bit of boring today
cause we were just revising wat we learnt and prepare ourselves for our cert!
gah... kudos to everyone!
i did fine at belaying but not fine at climbing grrr....
sian i still can't reach the top mans
jiayous to me!
i am so tired but i have to rush 2 homeworks today!
lit portfolio which is a very big one and HE and i dunknow if there are others btw...
grrr short post toodles~!

Busy veryvery busy~!

2010-02-06T18:03:00.003+08:00

I am currently suffocating , i am dying to survive...
last week was a total tiring week where you can just faint from exhaustion;
and yes; i went to sleep when i reach home right after watever crap program i had at school;
And guess what;
The only thing i am looking forward everyday is to lie on my bed very single moment to rest;
exhausted~!

The only day i was looking forward to was SWISS ENRICHMENT.
Enrichment totally rocks!
It's Wednesday....

ROCKCLIMBING ROCKS!
oh yeah!~

when i first had to choose an enrichment,
i knew right away that rock climbing would be my choice.
i did not make the wrong decision!~

ROCKCLIMBING is simply put -> climb rocks!
so, on the first lesson of enrichment,
i met my instructor, Kai, who gave us tons of information of rockclimbing
blah blah, i realised there were lots of safety measures like: cannot drop equipments, carabiners must lock, harness..... aiyah alot of safety rules la...
Then, after that, we had a hands on on the rock wall
i admit its quite difficult lor!
i tripped the first time but passed the second time...
but we were only trainng on the first plank of wall
how ~~easy~~ was that?!
overall, i enjoyed the whole programme
As i quote: 'PASSION is everything'
ohmy , thats the only time where i can be stress free!~
with ~~alcohol/cigarette~~ lolzxc!

haha!~
in the 2nd lesson,
because of health screening;
i was late for rock climbing...
so i had to learn some things from my friends
but luckliy, my instructor haven't reach the important part before i came and when i reached, he started on the important part!
how unlucky was i?!
haha the after that we had hands on again.
i learnt to be the belayer and belayed my friend from afar cause the instructor says is not safe to go on the wall yet cause we haven learn to belay...
it can be quite dangerous; cause the rope is = to your friend's life.
i gained much confidence to belay my friend and my instructor got me to belay my friend up the wall...
Though at the thought of it, its damn scary but i gave my best shot ;D
When she climbed higher, higher, higher.... suddenly she slipped and fell
it momentarily struck me dumbfounded cos the rope was being pulled from my hands;
luckily, i locked the rope hence she did not fall to the ground~!
it was a very shocking experience;
after that i let her down slowwwly
cause she was still dangling in mid air...

when she suddenlt fell, i almost 'flown' but luckily Carinne (i don't know if i spelled your name correctly, if i din't, sorry) pulled my harness down.

It was an experience i cherished most as all of my friends did not have the chance to do that;
i am currently looking forward to next week's training cause i would get to climb high!~
Although its going to be tough, i DARETOTRY and i will succeed!~
Cheers to PERFECTIONIST!~

280110;

2010-01-28T19:47:00.002+08:00

I tried to change my blog skin but couldn't find one that i like;
geesh;
i feel very picky leh;
grrr
nvms....

sian i duno wat to post
post
post

grrr....
got the damn PW i hate it
got the damn Music project;
i hate it even more
gahhs

i feel veryveryvery depressed;
seriously very depressed;
i think thats why i don't have the mood to change skins
grrr....

i miss 1e1'09
i miss 1e1'10 too...
2e1'10 is ~~abit~~/very different now....
grr... end post here

Happy Belated to Myself!~

2010-01-11T19:16:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was superrr bizzare!~
funfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfun day~!
I went shopping for almost half the day -.-"
Andand ate 5 dinners!
OMG!~

1st dinner: Laksa
2nd dinner:Bee Hoon
3rd dinner: shui kueh
4th dinner:Lor Mai Kai
5th dinner: the real dinner which involves; chili crab, fried chicken wings, 4 assorted vegetables, mantou, hor fun

its totally omgzxc...
totally full...
and all of this made me super queasy today...
sian....
But , i received some presents from my friends!~
the presents below are either from my father or mother

Then,
this is what Sijia gave me...

i noticed this on the plastic bag!

Sijia, iloveyouverymuch~

Thanks for your present!~

Up next,
It's Bernice's present!~
How did you know i don't have anymore space in my thumbdrive?

Hahas, Luckily i din't went to buy one!~

thanks, friend!~

Another present would be from Prajakta!~

The highlighters are simply so cuteee!~

TYVM~!

This is from Savita!

Thanks~!

It's really nice nice!~

So, this is the collation of all the presents! ;D

Except the ones that my parents gave me yeah~!

Loves to all my friends who wished me Happy Birthday!~

Andand to my dearest clarinet section, you're the best man!

Loves to ShiTing,ZheXi,Daryl,

KaiHan,XinHui,JinYan,Katherine

Eunice,Esther,Andyqa,Jeremy ;D

andand most of all WeiErn, cause somone told me that u planned the whole thing to spam my handphone

ahaha~

31st December 2009'

2009-12-31T18:01:00.002+08:00

Today's the last day of year 2009'
Tomorrow is going to be a New Year....
2010' Oh gosh, I've lived for 14 years after 10th January

Today, i went to Lot 1 to buy some things,
i met Chelsea, Edwin and WanJun in Popular
Andand YewLeng in the MRT when i was going home
hahas ;D
boring boring day...
last day of the year wat am i suppose to do?

Well, i guess i can't on computer for the next few days and unable to wish some ppl on the net a Happy Birthday...
i shall do it today :D

Happy Birthday to Mei Jing!
Stay Happy :D

Happy Birthday to Shafiq~
Haven seen you for ages~!
Jiayou in your studies
and Have a fun year ahead!~

Happy Birthday to Bernice ;D
Stay healthy hor er zi!!!~
Hehe...

The rest i'll wish next time...

Today is Shufang's birthday
Happy Birthday!~

kkays! done birthday-ing!

28th December 2009

2009-12-28T20:52:00.002+08:00

Decided to post today for i dunknow what reason,
Just felt like posting ;D
Ain't feeling great today...
solem; sad; not fruitful day
today is Monday,
and there were extra band practice...

I was very tired today,
super uber tired, should have not come band today...
Band though made my day worse
but thanks to my ex-ex-ex-senior...

thought through some things,
sort out some things,
but i really give up on playing bar 4
it sucked like i-don't-know what
after 1 hr of practicing, still stuck on that bar...
sianed~
sianed sianed~!
i just seriously can't play it
and oh great there's band tmrw again
and i bet i'm gonna get stuck on that bar for the whole day mans
well, idk i rather die...

I'm just so uber unhappy bout things
and there goes my mood...

oh yeah last thing;
thanks for making me cry all night...

tmrw's band i'm gonna die like no-one's-business
and i'm not happy ...

Birthdays~!

2009-12-14T10:58:00.002+08:00

it's 27 days to my birthday!
it's 25 days to fionna's birthday!
it's 28 days to xinyi's birthday!
it's 34 days to francisca's birthday!
it's 20 days to er zi [Bernice]'s Birthday!
gahha!~ i din forget anyone i guess oh~!

1 more!!!
it's 17 days to cousin [Mei Jing]'s birthday too!
teehees!!!!!!!!

it's 7 more days to GLADYS's Birthday ;D

hahas ;D

next yr on my birthday i decided to party on my own
bleh ;P
or maybe I'll set up a party ;D
heyys! anyone would wanna party with me?
i guess not D;
nvms
haha

tmrw, going band camp liao
sayy bye to computer, byee to handphone
bye to chat mates, bye to my house D;
haha ;D

don't worry i'll be back on thursday!!~~

Emulsified Emotions;

2009-12-13T16:05:00.003+08:00

I managed to forget you;
I managed it myself;
I rewind the whole past to myself,
and figured out that:

Though you were the best;
You were the worst;

Though you loved;
i can't feel it;

Though all the things you've done;
It's not the important thing that i wanted;

Though i knew my thoughts;
I knew you can't read it;

Though I've loved;
I've forgotten that it wavers;

I've gave up,
I've forgotten,
I've started afresh,
I've learnt to look at the freshest memories,
I've learnt to forget you...

My hatred is gone and i'm ready for another adventure once more
for i've taken crush on but i don't really care if he doesn't/does like me
cause i don't plan to tell, i plan to keep
cause i'm afraid history will repeat
so its better not to tell for we can be friends
its seriously better at least he chats
i'll just shut up... and watch the story goes...
don't bother asking me cause i'm not gonna tell
for this secret lies in my heart...

Pictures replace words!!!

2009-12-05T22:46:00.003+08:00

Primary school!!!

i miss those times with volleyball family!!!

My section!

Students' councilor camp!

Hey people at my blog! sorry i really very busy!!!

lets have pictures to explain my busy-ness...

Random Stuffs

2009-11-23T11:23:00.002+08:00

Hey! I'm back to blog!
due to last week's of dying schedule,
i posted this week!

last week, everyday was band band band cause preparing for open-house
thenthen last saturday was the sucessful open house
then then yesterday was my sis's BBQ party
andand today's her birthday!

Happy Birthday!
blahblah...
i've got nothing to crap about today...
very siansiansiansiansian
so i shall end here! holidays are pretty boring! xD

Councillor Induction Camp

2009-11-16T10:58:00.003+08:00

heylo everybody!
i'm back from camp!
gahaha.....

the camp was fun!
first day,
reporting time was 4.30pm
after that played ice-breaker games
my grp called ocean 11
we had a fever cheer and a super solid cheeer...
the first day was boring just playing games...
play chop chilli and concentration...

my group was after that allianced with group 3 the angels
and our group name was ogels~
haha funny name~

2nd day,
we had a hike at east coast...
we spent 3 and half hrs to walk around east coast
which got a blister in my leg
ahhh~
watever then had BBQ dinner
which somehow tasted nice and horrible
cos the chicken wasn't grilled completely
most of the corns were black and burnt
the grilled egg taste horrible

the nice part was that the hotdogs and crabsticks and satays were evenly coooked ;D
haha then we performed our cheers
skippedskipped

then next day at 3am,
we've got a night hike
a super scary night hike
super funny also
it was a hike abt people getting murdered by a serial killer
haha
i wan't killed cos i still got my 'livestick'
which was a light stick around my hand
the serial killer was funny
he had a whole set of small balloons on his back

the first aider was scary
cos he put a red-pink light stick under his white shirt
so it was very dark and u could only see the light of the stick
omgzxc
when my grp saw him, we tot he was going to steal our lightsticks
and alot ppl screamed~
haha~
fun fun

thenthen we had 1/2 hr break before breakfast and all of us were like very tired
then
played games like dodge ball , tess and squrriels, human knots and
water games: musical chairs and mummy attack!
funfun
then after that had lunch
then area cleanning, reflections and camp ended
hahaha~

overall was funfun~
hehe
end my post here xD

Outing~

2009-11-13T09:13:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, hadd a outing with
-steven kor kor-
and huishun, reyna, yunjie, chengting
haha
we went to watch 'CORALINE 3D'
a fairly nice and a bit scary show
with a girl named coraline who has 2 kinds of parents
one is the nice but ignores her
the other side is the evil and giving her wat she wants
the evil one had button eyes
blahblah~
so there was this small door in her new house
when she went through it
its the evil but good parents
blablah~
then the evil parents wanted to sew buttons in her eyes so that coraline belong to them
but coraline did not want to and she had to fight to get her parents back
blahblah~
so the story is somewhat like that
haha
short-term-memory
blahblah~
then after the movie, went to toilet to snap pictures
ahaha
too bad can't join them for dinner cause my father was home
haiz........
but i gald it didn't -rain- that much yesterday
post ended~

oh ya , i will not be posting till monday le
got prefect camp grrr a waste time camp which i din wanted to go
kkays so long
buhbyes~

lyrics

2009-11-12T14:49:00.001+08:00

Gotta live like we're dying

Sometimes we fall down and can't get back up
We're hiding behind skin that's too tough
How come we don't say I love you enough
Till it's too late, it's not too late
Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
We could make a feast from these crumbs
And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you, what would you wish you would've done

[Chorus]
Yeah, gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
To turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we're dying

And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbyes
Should be so careful who we left out of our lives
So when we long for absolution, there'll be no one on the line

Yeah, gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
To turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying
Oh, like we're dying
Like we're dying
Oh, ike we're dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
To turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we're dying

You never know a good thing until it's gone
You never see a crash until it's head on
All these people right when we're dead wrong,
You never know a good thing till it's gone

Yeah, gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
To turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying
Oh, like we're dying
Like we're dying
Oh, like we're dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
To turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we're dying

tag replies~

2009-11-12T12:56:00.003+08:00

Francisca: thankyou ;D

Savita: that song rocks mann~
i randomly hear over the radio ahaha

ChinShen: cause its small

Fionna: okay larhs i swap lives with you lor haha :D

XinYi: thanksthanks! you must jiayou wor!

1E1 cum 2E1 chalet party

2009-11-12T12:38:00.004+08:00

Hello!
yesterday's chalet party was a happy but sad ending one!
i actually din wanted to go because i knew those kind of trouble will appear...
i really apologise to all my friends because i ruined your bowling games and made you waste money...
Andand,
to Mr Zhong and Mr Goh too...
sorry
sorry
sorry! D;
the chalet was fun in the front ;D

before the chalet,
me and sijia went shopping ahaha!!
went to buy earrings ;D
funfun
got ourselves lost in the shopping mall D:
thenthen,
took bus to downtowneast~
blahblah~
skipped~
then were at th' chalet slacking slacking
thenthen,
the girls went to borrow BBQ things and th' boys went to play~
then soon BBQ started~
then teachers came strolling in
haha
Mr Goh took Ms Lee's car wors~
surprised that Ms Lee could drive while Mr Goh could not >.<
i really can't take it anymore
someone gave me two choices
end it or solve it?
i seriously don't know
i'm going crazy
as i cried the whole night yesterday,
i pondered alot
since diasasters always appear when u are there,
i have no choice but to always cry infront of you
i give up seriously
i've got no energy to survive this thing
after this week i will not look at anything that brings you to my mind
thankyou and sorry
i gave up...

grrrr....

2009-11-04T09:16:00.004+08:00

wellwells,
i admit that i really got great grades this time :x
irockthepassioninmylife!
Beautifully straight As

itsjustth'matterofA1orA2

but the sadsad thing is,
SA1 results combined in and killed a A which dropped to B3
grrr......

wth' i got an overall of 78.7
topped class 1e1,
4th position in whole level
wahaha~
randoming~

congratulations to myself grrr....
lalala......
everything's fine now...
forth'matteroffact that i'mnotreallyfine.

i knew after this post so idiot ppl might come and spam my tagbox again..
grrr... i'mreadytolistentoyournonsence so
before you even start
shutth'fck'up...
none of your words will hammer into my brain
will make me feel fcked up in this world

gahhah~

Done~

let's carry on~
Holidays!
Holidays!
Holidays!
Holidays!

Holidays are full of band~
Prefect camp~
Maths Olympiad~

lalala i hardly had time for my owne fun~
sians

WAT KIND OF HOLIDAY IS THIS?!

grrr ohwell,
thisismypreciouslifeofsecondaryschool~

i shall end here~ got more things tuh do
later needa go school for maths Olympiad again~

greatlife~
greatday~

Enjoying special blissfulness~
in my so perfect world~
but 1 thing is a regret,

i am unable to trust you any further~
let it pass,
if we make it,
we'll make it.

if i ever lose you,
i will remember not to cry in front of you~

REsults SA2~ 2009

2009-10-21T15:04:00.002+08:00

Results are out!
i am relatively happy and sad...
for some subjects

Home Economics: A1
Science : A1
Art: A1
Mathematics: A1
English: B3 and abv...
Literature: B3
Chinese: A1

haha...
relatively nice grades i've got here :D

Home

2009-10-16T07:17:00.001+08:00

I've been staying at home for 2 full days!
today and yesterday....
its getting kind of boring cos i kept playing maple...
oh wells! thats life for meeee!

Exams suck totally!

2009-10-10T09:56:00.003+08:00

back to post...
looks like geography wasn't the only disastrous one
science
literature
are also simply too difficult for me
i'm not hoping for any great reselts in this sa2 zzz...
monday is gonna be maths
tuesday is gonna be art
wednesday is gonna be oral

saddist :X

2009-10-04T14:32:00.002+08:00

un oh;

i haven got much time to revise science and
theory HE
sian-ed~

i am not a lazy bum but i seriously hate to memorise and study things
especially after geography's bad experience...

studying is one thing...
havin fun is another...
when will exams disappear from my life?

argh.. sorry another short post due to time constrain...
blah blah blah

A starry night brings hope to me;
a shooting star brings me to dreamland ;D

chionging days

2009-09-30T16:04:00.002+08:00

today need to chiong art zzz...
it was a bored day...
lala... nth to post...
welll there goes the boring day
jiayou to all my friends for EOY
:D

Back For A Random Post

2009-09-29T17:09:00.006+08:00

Yesterday, was the begin of exams...

Yeah, right.

English Paper 1 - 28092009
MotherTongue Paper 1 - 28092009

Today, was a DISASTROUSdisastrousDISASTROUSdisastrousDISASTROUSdisastrous

GEOGRAPHY

OMGzxc manns!
I will fail GEOGRAPHY...
It's freakingly difficult and
almost half of the whole paper...
i didn't know how to do :x

Oh well, goodluck to me upon seeing an underlined Geography mark...

Bleh :p
This is not great at all...
Still got other subjects to buck up y'know...

SCIENCE
ENGLISHPAPER2
MOTHERTONGUEPAPER2
LITERATURE
MATHEMATICS
HOMEECONOMICS
ART

Sians, i don't feel like studying any longer...
it makes me feel so tired
so... i-dont-know-how-to-explain feeling...

Oh wells, gotta carry on...
Still have a long long way to go...

short post... tata
xoxo - Patricia

i wish you were by my side now,
i felt so empty today,
really empty like a shell with nothing in it ;
i want to cry ; will you allow me to cry please?

Random post..

2009-08-29T22:44:00.002+08:00

it's late at night...

i just felt like posting so;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to REYNA!!! (today)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to CONGJIAN!!! (tomorrow)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to :
ISABELLE MEI
SHU MIN
SHI YING

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY to ALL teachers of the world...
HAPPY ME...
:D
:D:D:D:D:D:D

i am getting pretty lame here so i shall end here bye :D

Hip Hop Enrichment :D

2009-07-29T18:12:00.003+08:00

omgzxc........
today's enrichment course was damn fun!

i joined the hiphop enrichment!!!
today, the instructor called mr. ivan taught us 5 dance movements.....
He's damn good at dancing and 'feel'

HE IS WEARING PURPLE FROM HEAD TO TOE!
when he first came, my impression was like :' Wah, international gay colour! gay sia!'
krishan and me was like laughing mad...
cos the other class boys were asking among themselves :" Is he blacker than tat gal?"
and tat girl was VANISRI...
i was laughing mad cos they keep comparing who's blacker..
RACIST LOLZXC

then when hip hop started.....
we put down bags..
blah blah *skip*
then we started warming up....
from head to toe..
then we isolate the specific parts and warmed up....
the head......
then the shoulder.....
then the ribcage.... it was difficult...
then the pelvis... which the boys were laughing like mad xD
then the legs.......

then we learned 5 dance movements :
- single, single, double(right left right right then left right left left)
- swim...(8 step movement and we had to do it damn fast which i in the end got all mixed up)
-char kuey tiow( its like swinging then jump swining agn the jump.)
-down, turn, leg out, post (this was funny)
-cross hand cross leg ( this one was not teach throughly yet)

haha i had alot alot of fun........
some movements were difficult like the swim one.......
i was very tired but it was very fun...
seeing zun jie dance will make me laugh my ass off....
hahaha damn hilariious...
cos we had to try to confuse the other party and then we were facing each other....
so when the dance movement is towards left zun jie should go my right but he go same direction as me....
very funny and his is like 'dead' dancing....
hahahahaha.....

fun day today!!

Picture Board :D

2009-07-26T16:43:00.001+08:00

This is my family photo at marina Barrage. ( i duno if correct spelling anot.)

This pic was after that i went to Krishan's hse to do project and we had pizza for lunch :D

This is when we were on the skyride haha :DDD

We were at the top of the merlion :D

This was in the merlion lolzxc...

This too....

The long bridge ...

This is at the southern most point of continent Asia.

131th post :D

2009-07-26T16:22:00.002+08:00

I came back to revive this blog :D
i actually wanted to revive it a few days sgo but i fell sick awww so sad anws,

this few days though sick but still chionging homework which looks so difficult to me....

and i joined PLURK..
and i chionged e-learning too.
went to sentosa on a project and had funn...
did chinese project on Sentosa.....
have to find time to redo home econs project so...
i hardly had time to blog......

sians..
i haven't redo the dumb HE project... but who cares.....
no one in the group cares right?
sians.......
i'll post pictures later.....
tata :D

xoxo;

lala

2009-07-20T15:19:00.002+08:00

haha...

sorry chengting :P forgotten your birthdays... but i not baddie okays...
my brain isn't full of maple stuffs either
Happy birthday to mapletard chengting on 28 july !!!

lolzxc...
today i saw 2 pri sch friends again

one of them is yan soe.... he saw sitting behind me in the 173 bus
but he doesn't seem to recognise me though.....

the other one is amirul wors! i saw him at MRT station but he din see me though i was staring at him muahahahaha....

who cares luhs... today so tired lei i took time to blog then i wanna go bed and nap.....
hahaha short post always......

till next time :D

2009-07-13T15:15:00.002+08:00

This ismy Present for my mum on her birthday...

This was a hand made cake my me and my sis..... it doesn't look appetizing though....

6th july was shengyang'''s birthday...
10th july was my mum's birthday.....
12th july was dickson's birthday......
18th july is dreidel's birthday...
20th july is anthony's
27th is shien kiat's
30th is yingcong's

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to all... :D

:D:D:D

so sad ...
why is my birthday always so early that no one remembers it?!
zzz i dun care......

Bad night...

2009-07-09T15:07:00.004+08:00

eeyer,~ i feel so terrible nowadays.......

i only slept 2hours yesterday night.

stomachache vomitted the whole night.....
i dread to eat now...... lest i vomit again...

i hope this will not become a part of my life...

i miss my primary school life man!

volleyball timetable xD- matches...
P6.3- Normal chinese class!!!

i miss all friends!!!

this pic is all girls!

After scrabble competition~

fun photo~ before going home

the full class!

I'm the only prefect cos the other prefect never wear tie....

lalala~~!!!!

roarr!!!!

2009-07-08T15:09:00.002+08:00

A joyful/tired/sleepy/sickly/happy day today,
i am back to blogger!

hey! today i hadda bus full of friends when i went home in 187 bus!!!

guess who i saw?!

I saw Iqbal LOL!!!
i saw yu ting, princess, francis!

i was waving hi here and there! cos the bus was crowded!

Some of my schoolmates were in the bus too! Full of friends!

yea! that was nice!~

but today schooling totally sucked!

rawrrrr! got headache! dizzy spells!

during exercising time period,
sucked totally~
almost fainted LOL!

Anyways, it wasn't a bad day after all....
it wasn't good either........

soso, itsits, okok , notnot, soso, goodgood, nornor, badbad dayday XD

i heart blogger and friends!!~

goodbyes:D

2009-06-24T13:50:00.003+08:00

I don't wish to blog anymore...
I hate you forever....
ruined my life
my image......

how i wish i wasn't so stupid to believe that you took me as a friend..
u guided me
though angry and upset for that.......

promise that you will not do that to others....
if one day should i blog again i will never ever regard you as my friend ever

you don't know alot things about me.

- i don't have curly hair
- my hair is natural and rebonded straight
- i have music grade
- i had a scholarship
- i may not be smarter than you as compared to last time but i know i did my best
- all my friends would not be affected to what you say

especially my vb mates, my true friends all my sec sch friends
cos they have brains and eyes to see not blinded like you....

Results

2009-05-28T15:07:00.002+08:00

Whee i'm back!! to the blogging world

so far so good......
Results are great

i got:

2 normal A (for music and CME)
5 a1 (Chinese, Mathematics, Science, Literature and D&T)
1 a2 (history)
1 b3 (Art -.-")
1 b4 (Ever wondered where's english? here -.-")

i am the 2nd in class and the 7th in de whole level!!! how good is that?!
no good at all... i lost to an old opponent lei lei hahas.....
nvm..... at least i like my rank and i will strive to get better and win lei lei :D

Chained~

2009-05-13T14:53:00.003+08:00

tagged by fionna:

Ten are you's :

1. Are you single?
- Yep :D

2. Are you happy?
-Nopes :[

3. Are you bored?
- Yep.

4. Are you fair?
- No idea.

5. Are you an italian?
- Nopes.

6.Are you intelligent?
-Probably yes. Most of the times, Nope.

7. Are you honest?
-er.......?

8. Are you nice?
-Nah. To girls? Yep. To guys? Dream on.(irritate me and i'll smack you! :P)

9. Are you irish?
-Nah.

10. Are you asian?
Yep. Tanned brown :D

10 facts:

Full name: Ang Rui Zhu, Patricia :D
Birthplace: Singapore :D
HairColour : Brown, Black
NaturalHairstyle : Straight :D
EyeColour: Black :[
Birthday: 1001' ( dun try to ruin it :P)
Mood: Optimistic :D
FavouriteColour: Orange, Lavender
OnePlaceYouWouldLikeToVisit: My Dreamland' Paradise :D

10 Things about your LOVE life:

1.Have you ever been in love?
-No comments.

2.Do you believe in love at first sight?
-Yes.

3. Do you currently have a crush?
- Yes, No , Yes, No

4.Have you ever been emotionally hurt?
- Yes. i regretted hurting myself.

5.Have you ever broke someone's heart?
-Yes. I'm Sorry. >.<"

6.Have you ever had your heart broken?
- Yes. The day you went away........

7. Have you ever like someone but you never tell them?
- Nopes.

8. Are you afraid of commitment?
- Err.......

9. Who was the last person you hugged?
- Esther.

10. Who was the last person you said 'iloveyou' to?
-Winston (it was forced, play true or dare.......zzzzzzzzz)

10 this or that:

1.love or lust?
love

2.hard liquor or beer?
None. I'm not a alcoholic.

3.Cats or Dogs?
Dogs.

4. A few best friends or any regular friends?
A few best Friends.

5. Creamy or crunchy?
Crunchy.

6. Pencil or Pen?
Pen-cil :]

7.Wild night out or romantic night in?
Roman-tic night in :]

8. Money or Happiness?
Happiness of course!

9. Day or night?
Night. :]

10. IM or phone?
Phone-ringgggggg!!!!!

10 have you ever:

caught sneaking out?
nah.

Seen a polar bear?
Zoooooo! :]

Done something that you regret?
Yep. Alot of times.

bungee jumped?
nopes. :x

eaten food that fell on the ground?
nopes.

finished an entire jaw breaker?
er........

been caught naked?
eeee. repect my privacy mans!

wanted an ex-bf/gf back?
yep.

cried beacuse you lost a pet?
i cried for everything.

wanted to disappear?
Everytime and every chance i get.

10 Preferences in a partner:

1. eyes or smile? smile
2. light or dark hair? Dark :]
3. hugs or kisses? Kisses.
4. shorter or taller? Same height :)
5. intelligence or attraction? Intelligence :]
6. topman or zara? Huh?
7. funny or serious? Funny and serious. :x
8. older or younger? Both fine :]
9. outgoing or quiet? Quiet :]
10. sweet or bad? Sweet in a nice way:
Bad in a good way :P

10 have yous:

performed infront of a large crowd?
yep.

talked on the phone for more than an hour?
yarhs!

tried walking on your hands?
whee.... hand stand!

been to a rock concert?
Nah.

Been in a cheerleading team?
Yarh luhs.......

been in a dance team?
Yep. Chinese Dance.

Been in a sports team?
Yeah! Volleyball family. GO FAR GO TOGETHER!

been in a drama/play production?
YA.

own a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, hummer or bently?
NO. how young am i?

Been in a rap video?
Nah.

10 lasts.

last phone call? Dickson
last person you hugged? Esther
last person you hung out with? Mr Pua, Cheng Ting, Rutong, Rachel
last time you worked? Working on my studies..
last person you talked to? Dickson
last person you IM'ed? None of your business :P
last person you texted? Didi Jinn Jinn (ZengJin)
last person you went to the movies with? Mr Pua, Cheng Ting, Rutong, Rachel
last thing you missed? Volleyball
last website you visited? here now this :]

Whee......

2009-05-13T14:31:00.002+08:00

eeeeeeeee..........
so sad.......
life is so boring!

boring
boring
boring
boring
boring
boring
boring
boring
boring
boring
boring

i miss him
i miss HKPS
i miss all my meimei
i miss everyone
awwwwwww..........................

sians...........

Happy Birthday! MAY2009'

2009-05-06T18:56:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday May babies!

HUI JIE - 6 may
LAURA - 18 may
ALOYSIUS - 27 may

Whee~
everyone jyjy for exams wors!
primary school friends! to all of you :
we are linked together by bond,
jiayou!!!! Don't spoil 6.3 reputation! lols......

Whee~
lalala nothing more........

BIRTHDAYS

2009-04-11T21:57:00.003+08:00

HappyBirthday MeiFei! - 1004
Happy Birthday YunJie! - 1204

For a moment i had alot of things to write but now my head is blank....

Ok, fine......
i really can't remember.....
the only thing i know now is that.....
i can never live my life the same as it was ever again..

ImissHIM...
Imiss63hkpsians......
ImissHER- all my BFFs x3
i seriously broke down and cried every night.......
wondering will i ever get to meet him again....

ImissALLmySENIORS!
ShinChieh~
Reynard~
Alfred~
Rebecca~
Jewel~
Andy~
Nicholas~
Allison~(i guess i spelled correctly?)
and other Saxophonists seniors!
Although it was only a few days with you......

Sians.........
i guess that the best day of my life this year
was to be with the seniors....

Although tired from xcountry,
parade roxs my day.........
we had a standing ovation for all the seniors......
they played well......

Well xcountry,
i sprained my ankle,
almost fell, Caught by vani (thanks)
i tripped 4 times,
tired like crap.......
but it was ok, was ranked 60th.
sadded >.<"
but still fine cos we were competeing with the sec 2s.....

Parade,
was damn tired,
din season my beret well and looked weird..
the uniform was omg?
the senior rocks!
went back to skool and 10++ (night)
farewell seniors......
hope you'll get good grades for O and N levels
Luckily,
the parade went well.

Hope not much ppl seen me cry?
better not!
lucky zj din go....
sadded man!

wells thats all~
i really forgotten wata post.....
oh ya 1 more thing......

Ytd,
Went to godsis party!
Played VB with her.....
fun man.....
Wells,
she taking PSLE this yr,
wish her tha best,
better if she could come same school as me?
no la i dun wna dash her dream game like me

i erased it from my life and now there's no kick into doing anyhting
except playing volleyball
so i don't wan her to be like me.....
i can't

Sick of it.....

2009-03-30T18:25:00.004+08:00

Looks like things have changed,
i don't have a new path to go,
i am starting to break down...
i am no longer an illusion of 6.3
i am neither invinsible in 1E1.

i am myself, me, a girl,
striving in my own big world.
don't give me pressure,
don't scold me...
i am feeling depressed,
sad, lonely, scared........
will i make an importance out of my life?

i my as well hide in a corner for no one wanted,
to care.
i am not as strong as you think
neither am i vunerable for you to climb over me.
i want to be who i am.....
not who you are neither who is changing me......
Forget it.......
i don't wanna fight......
let me go and stay in a corner with no one, no people
no friends, no guidance, just darkness.
to let me learn what is life for me......

Until i find another path,
i will be like this.....
until forever or maybe eternity.....

carve me a path,
hold me pull me
and i'll find another way of life
and the will to live on.

Zoo.

2009-03-30T17:22:00.003+08:00

Otter!

ERms....... just see the pic cos i can only upload these as my com went crazy again...

Woohoos!

It has been a million years since i went back to the zoo...

i went there ytd.....

and the great thing was that i walked the whole map

which was like damm complicated can?

walked circles teehees....

but who cares as long i had fun :D

it is gonna be a short post

i am pissed off by peeps in my tagbox...

FORGET IT......

Homeworks DONE! >.<

2009-03-21T23:39:00.002+08:00

Oh YEA!
Homeworks are scribbled and done!
Finished by yours truely at 20th march 2009`
I totally incredibally rock to th` hardcore!

All thanks to the Hardworking me,
the Printer Woman my mum,
the help of me best sister,
and to all friends especially

Sharlene and Krishan, Zj

and all those let me bug on them while acessing e-learning.

and thanks for those irritating boys who bugged me to make me wanna concentrate instead of crapping.

And all those who let me chat with them when i am bored.

TeeHEEs. Thank you speech lols.

Pictorial board

2009-03-19T18:30:00.001+08:00

oh yea pictures are finally available!

i rock!

nineteenMARCHohnine

2009-03-19T18:17:00.003+08:00

Today was a funny day!
I woke up at 8.30am
then played com.......
till it was nine thirty.

then i took bus to interchange....
was waiting for krishan liying and Si jia
i practically waited 1 hour for them to come......
sadded >.<>Didi and bugged him....
Haha sorries.....
sadded>.<

At 12++,
The 4 of us went to buy lunch while vani was at home eating.
then we bought drinks and i took a pic with LiYing
see if my handphone allow me to upload anot.....
i helped her finish her drink!

Then after that,
We decided to play a trick on Vani and told her we were lost!
hahahahahaha.....
We were like laughing all the way!
It was fun la!

then aft that went back to vani's house,
Slacked then wrote on the book....
Drawn rubbish for Didi......
planning to give him when school reopens!
lols!
lame alrights! my mum is coming home soon.
gotta go
look forward to my next post teehees!

homeworks.........

2009-03-18T17:51:00.009+08:00

History:
~~History workbook pg 60-61, 75-77~~
~~History Project~~ - Sucky.....

Literature:
~~Literature PortFolio Task 4~~
~~Literature PortFolio Cover Page Design~~

Design and Technology:
~~D & T Project 1 Design Evaluation~~
~~D & T Project 2 Mindmap~~
~~D & T Project 2 MoodBoard~~
D & T Project 2 Design Specifications
D & T Project 2 Design Brief

Chinese:
Chinese Worksheet
Chinese Workbook Chapter 10
Chinese Newspaper Review

Art:
~~Art Worksheet~~

Mathematics:
Mathematics Worksheet Day 1
Mathematics Worksheet Day 2
Mathematics Olympiad Worksheet
Revision of Math Olympiad Worksheets

Oh yeah! almost done! jiayous for myself and friends!

died heart..

2009-03-17T14:35:00.004+08:00

i was thinking of you today.
i was crossing the road.
A car was driving towards me.
i wonder if at that point of time i really died,
Will you be sad for me?

i really wonder what if i were to really died cos i was thinking of you,
would you feel hurt?
would you cry?
would you be so ruthless to not even say a word?
would u stare into space for days and nights?
would you miss me?
would you?

even if i were to breath a last sentence bfore i go,
that sentence would mean alot to you.

Forget it :x
i am gonna give up soon.
i am suffocating under this.
how i wished i never enter this school.
maybe i will not even meet you then.

Birthday Babe!

2009-03-17T14:24:00.003+08:00

Teehees......
Ytd i went for volleyball training......
Guess what it rained like siao and when i reached school i was like wth?
Reyna was partcially wetter than me.....

When we reached school,
went to the drying room(toilet)
gotten nothing dry....
zzzzzzzz
in the end just went back to the hall
lala had fun and played.

When aft training,
Reyna and i went to eat
FRIED RICE....
Delicious cos we are hungry!

Then after that went home blah blah
when we were in the bus,
Reyna suddenly said....
"today is 16 arh? OMG it's XinYi's birthday!"

Shocked but called XinYi and wished her.

Happy Birthday!

ya, then reyna passed her hp to me to tok to XinYi and
the strap was still around her neck..
i was like strangling her manxc.....
Teehees.......
SORRY!

Then after that i decided to walk home from Reyna's house
ps. ez-link card no money teehees....
so just walked!
walk walk
*skip*

Reached home did nothing
just some D&T homework..........
the mindmap thing then
slacked until sleep liao........

quiz?

2009-03-16T11:46:00.002+08:00

a) ppl who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog.
b) tag 8 ppl to do this quiz. those who are tagged cannot refuse.
c) continue this quiz by tagging 8 other ppl .
1) me
2) me
3) me
4) Chengting
5) Fionna
6) you
7) you
8) anyoone else?

aiyah sians dun wish to sabo anyone!

1. what have you been doing recently?
Craping :]

2. have you ever turn off your phone?
nopes unless for special reasons like no batt?

3. what happened at 10am today?
Maple-ing

B4. when did you last cry?
Forgotten.Cos someone told me not to!

5. believe in fate/destiny?
Sometimes :]

6. what do you want in your life right now?
Perfection?

7. do you carry your umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
carry umbrella

8. what’s your favourite thing to on th bed?
January bear (it's cute man!)

9. what bottoms are you wearing right now?
SCSS shorts, nyahaha.10.

what’s the nicest thing in your inbox?
er........duno argh......

11. do you tend to make your relationship complicated?
don't know,don't care :]

12. are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
nah.

13. what’s the latest movie that you’ve caught?
forgotten caught no movie.......they can't be catch

14. what are you proud of?
Me myself.........

15. what does the oldest text message in your inbox says?
i now going to sleep....

16. what was the last song you sang out loud?
Say u love me

17. do you have any nicknames?
Pat, Patrick?, Patrick Star?.............

18. what does the newest text say?
1-4pm

19. what time did you go to bed last night?
11+

20. are you currently happy?
nopes.

21. who gives you the best advice?
Me myself

22. do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Nice nice !

who did you talk on the phone last night?
NICOLE :]

24. is something bugging you know?
yep.

25. who was the last person to make you laugh?
DiDi :P

E-Learning.......

2009-03-13T13:39:00.002+08:00

Woohoos! 3 damn days of e-learning is gone!
i am boreddd to death by it...
heng got sharlene and didi......
chatted and chatted and chatted
thanks Mei and Di :D

TODAY:
HEADLINES: Happy Birthdays!

Happy birthday cute cute XinYing!
hope you will get well soon!

Happy Birthday GarWei!
Be as happy as you are!

Sians,
during the 3 damn days of e-learning,

1st day :

System crashed as too many peepos going in!

2nd day:

Crashed and some points of time..

3rd day:

fine. no crashing but seriously boredd >.<

Whatever crap thing is is,
there isn't so much homework during school days
why is that all the homeworks came in like tidal waves ?
God damn...........
>.<

sadded...... :'(
forget it :x
kinda tryign to rush homework these few days so then could relax........
:O
Hahas :X

Sadded i still cannot post photos! how bad is this!
so sadded >.<
sorrowful.................
awwwww.........

someone cheer me up? >.<
i am getting nowhere.........
walking in circles.......
turning and turning....
getting dizzy and finally
FAINTED!

buhbyes! >.<

SDC

2009-02-25T15:26:00.003+08:00

Damn......
Forget it :X
my com sucks!
i can't upload pictures.......

Well hate it but no choice what can i do?
tee hees...
well i have been banned from com....
today was just lucky that my mum wasn't home
sians...

History teach is gone! ahhhh~
for 1 month.
it sucks :X
we will have 3 history teach eack week...
Mdm Wan, Mdm Tang and unknown lols
i guess my history results is gonna end up like shit
changing teachers every history lesson
well,
Forget it:X
Back to my old tagline!
TRIPLE DOTS!

Wells,
Today had ET damn
i didn't know since when i ran so slow
i scored 84 secs today
whereas previous days were at least 55-65 secs
damm bad
i gotta buck up :X

Today's maths test suck totally!
guys! i not pro in maths any more!
Mr pua would be so sad to hear this
awwws.....

Wells,
Class chairman is gonna organise a class trip....
er.....
chalet? theme park?
Forget it :X
no class fund so....
CLASSCHAIR u better sponsor wors!
hahas

Happy Belated Birthday RACHEL!
i didn't get to on com ytd....
pathetic......
sians.....

one more thing:

ALOYSIUS! stop calling me patrick if not i'll ignore u for the rest of my days in 1e1!
Damn..... ok i'm done peeps ::X

dear god, i love this guy reading this msg.
Help him live his live to the fullest.
Help him shine in the darkest places where it is impossible to love
protect him at all times, let him know that when he walks with you;
he will always be safe.
Please promote him and cause him to exel above his expectations
And to always let him know that i love him...

i meant it :X

SDC

2009-02-21T21:43:00.003+08:00

1st learning journey.........
to SDC.......
sians......
just practically sian all the way
because there is sth wrong with the com and i can't upload pictures
damn'
for those who wan me to email u the pictures i am very sorry but the com is going crazy
i can't do anything...
but then i will get my com ready again so that u will receive the pictures

Blah blah.
it isn't fun....
i am just damn unhappy that day...

Birthdays!

2009-02-19T19:16:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

14TH FEB- LIMOHSHINI
TODAY- JINLI
24TH FEB- RACHEL
26TH FEB- KAH YIONG

MARCH
13TH- GARWEI AND XINYING
16TH- XIN YI
25TH- VANISRI
29TH- NICOLETTE

Test exams.....

2009-02-16T16:54:00.002+08:00

great news?
no just posting bout my results yea~
i so happy for history!
i scored 49/50!
yea i rock
but the rest quites low la
just 25/30 for maths
then 21/30 for science
then 35/50 for chinese
the rest all unknown?
no just kinda forget

2009-02-11T22:12:00.001+08:00

ARE YOU:Perfect: Nopes~

Tall: Tall-ly~
Lefthanded: ER.... not much of but i can use my left hand

LAST:
Friend(s) you saw : Nicole
Talked to on the Phone:Cong jian
Person to text you : DiDi
Is Today better than yesterday: Of cos.

FAVOURITE:
-Number: 2,3,4,7,23~
Colour: Lavender!
Food: Lollipops-
Place: On my bed>.<

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
Message Didi
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
Yarhs~ it's just damn
Q: What's the last movie you watched in theatres?
ER..... long time no see liao
Q: Where is the last place you went?
Home :]
Do you smile a lot?
No. Unless there is something that made me smile
Do you wish upon stars?
Sometimes~
Q: Are you a friendly person?
Not Really yes neither no~
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
my comfy bed
Q: Why did you sleep there?
I 'shuang'
Q: When was the last time you cried?
i never cried for a long time~
Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
Didi is gonna bug me with nicknames tomorrow
Q: Rate life as of right now, one being bad, ten being great?
6 is fullfilling me soon~
Q: What do you hear right now?
His voice?
Q: Does anything hurt you right now?
Yarhs the tiredness hurts my mental to carry on this damn thing
Q: What's your favorite month?
January. It's my b-day. June. cos its Didi bdae and long school holidays and Dec cos it's going to be another new year~

DEMOTIONS:
Q: Are you missing someone right now?
Yarhs my ex >.<
Q: Are you single?
Yea~ not engaged yet.
Q: Are you tired?
Yea cos of vb training
Q: Are your parents still married?
dumb question. YES

BASICS :
-Real name: Ang Rui Zhu, Patricia a.k.a Pat =]
-Nick Name: blah blah =]
-Age: 13 years old. 11 mths to 14
-Eye color: Brown :]
-Male or female: Female
-Single: Asked before! I AM NOT ENGAGED~
-Crushing: LOLLIPOPS!
-Smart: A bit.
-Hair color: Black
-Shorts or Jeans: Jeans
-Phone Camera: Yea.
-Health freak: no.
-Righty or lefty: Righty and lefty!
-Smoke or Drink: Nopes :]

FIRSTS:
-First award: Kindergarden 2 medal
-First enemy: 4get le
-First pet: My turtle
-First vacation : I'll go ask my mum-.-
-Eating: Dunno lol
-Drinking: milk i guess~
-Plans for tomorrow: Schooling~ Literature damn~
-Waiting for: Him :D
-Lips or eyes: Eyes
-Shorter or taller: Taller :]
-Romantic or spontaneous:Both-
Sensitive or loud:Both too :]-
Hook-up or in a relationship: Confusing just.

HAVE YOU EVER:
-Drank hard drinks: Nopes except ICE?
-Lost glasses/contacts: Nopes.
-Ran away from home: No
-Broken someone's heart: Yea~ Sorrie >.<
-Been arrested: Cos not

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
-Do you like someone: Yes
-Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: COS NOT

Name 10 people to do this survey
i dun wanna be a sabo queen :]

damm

2009-02-09T18:16:00.003+08:00

Damm it i fell on Friday
So bad!
Got a Bruise on my left leg and it hurts till now/ today/ watever....
I bet u all don't wanna see it
eeeeeeee :X
it's disgusting....
anyway the even more bad thing was that on that day i got drill
then we're learning all the things and blah..
Andy Chan's Squad rocks a Million!
Didi agree ? :X
heeeheeee
damn sian this few days and i haven finish my chinese newspaper review homework
the worst thing is i lost the whole newspaper.
Pro right?
Forget it :x i think i am gonna get it from Miss Lim
Well forget it :X
I'm still proud to be me even though last week seems horrifying.....
yays.....3 cheers.....
i rock a million so does reyna yea!
i haven forgotten KYJ!
neither isabelle nor jin li
not Fionna
or Jia lin :P
neither anyone anywhere around me :]
Well secondary life is no better i got 2 projects on hand that needa pass up at a tight time
damn......
Well gotta speed up!
i still got time to relax chat and have fun!

i won't give up :P
i will still be there :P
believe me :P

CCA

2009-02-02T17:54:00.002+08:00

Woo hoos!~
i got into Swiss Cottage National Cadet Cops Command Band ( Singapore)
psps :X
thats the full name haha.......
As well as everything,
Didi went in the same CCA as me :D
as well as Aloysius
and other peeps :D

For the girls,
Bernice, Li ying and me went in........
hahas :p
they rock!
yea~

But then there are pros and cons mahs
the cons is that we have to LEARN

drills
fb
theory (it sucks!)

i hate theory the most. eeeeeee.....

well , forget it :X

it's not that bad anw.

but i don't wanna have drills!

ahhh~

pray hard that it won't be too bad yeahs?

till then?

2009-01-29T16:20:00.003+08:00

let me tok abt the class ppl
lalala
lets see OO

Lei Lei~
lalas. all hkpsians sure rmb her!

Anoop~
A friendly person. But irritataing?!

Naziruddin~
From sardine become aladdin!

Pradumyna~
Difficult pronunciation~ class IT Rap!

Amogh~
Bald-headed~ And claims to have LONG hair! Class Vice-chair~~

Winston~
hasn't spoken to him?! just a guy with small eyes ......

Zun Jie~
hasn't spoken to him either........

Kah Yiong~
practically irritating~

Arik Yeo Wen Qi~
Girl guides! Chinese Dance!
He is a guy but female in chinese name and
practically the whole class hates him~

Mirza~
A quiet guy.. he is a javanese

Shakir~
The shortest guy which is as tall as Gayathri~

Wai Kit~
duno? no comments~

Chin Shen~
The class Dinosaur~ bigger size but almost same height as lei lei

Jun Bang~
looks dimwit but is not a dimwit~
Do not judge a book by its cover wors!

Anthony~
Gives trouble to the teacher!

Sheng Yang~
a nice guy with no manners
u good to him he good to u.......

Vanisiri~
a weird gal who stares at anyone everyday~

Laura~
nice gal but hasn't spoken.....

Nicolette a.k.a Nicket XD~
Pro badminton player~ my great friend :D

Li Ying~
Swiss Winds Rocks!
we're in the swiss band!
Great friend too~

Dreidel~
My Best Friend~
Another pro badminton player!

XinYing~
Friends! the cute cute red cheeks!
same as KYJ! cute voice too!
Also pro at badminton!

Prajakta~
Not really know her yet?!

Koh Eun~
Er.. the only korean girl in our class

Ying Cong~
Class Secretary~ Bernice laogong! Kidding!

Bernice~
hates yingcong~ my Jie in age but my daughter in class
cos her mum is also patricia!

Sharlene~
nice gal........ chatted with her but not so close yet~

Gladys~
Another cute girl...... cheerful always

Aloysius~
erhem 's crush! psps :X i am not suppose to tell

Zeng Jin~
Uncle JAM! didi hahas... sit beside me in index order in sci lab~
zzzzzzzzz
but LiYing beside also!

Krishan~
a positive and hardworking girl! she do things to the best it can be

SiJia~
psps. she looks like Garfield.

Arubyel~
a hardworking gal too. likes music too much.

Savita~
2nd gayathri~

Done!

Happy CNY!

2009-01-29T15:00:00.004+08:00

hiies,
i back
just back
from nowhere.
just popped back
forget it :X

Happy Belated CNY
Happpy Belated b-day to shahira :D

hmms.....
i guess everyone got alot of angbaos on CNY ayes.
hahas
no difference....
this year i had steamboat had reunion dinner
blah blahs
well in my school,
had fun and boring times
the fun was that gotta someone fell crush on Aloysius!
guess u all duno who?
zzzzzzzz
jus a guy sitting beside didi (zeng jin)
zzzzzzz
too bad no pictures!
can't bring a handphone.
sians
blahs
lalalalalalalalalalala
my class boys are all so irritataing,
i am lucky not to be the chair person
but lei lei is not!
Lei Lei is our class chair person...
she rock

anws,
since my blog is sooooo boring,
i shan't blog then.
zzzzzzzzz

let's tok abt my class?
LOLipop~~~~~~`

as far as i can remember,
my group?
let's see........

got me
lei lei
anoop
naziruddin
amogh
pradumyna
zun jie
kah yiong
winston

Next group?
got
arik (Wen Qi)
mirza
shakir
wai kit
dickson
then i duno who is the guy beside dickson
then
jin shien
jun bang
sheng yang
anthony

then next group?
vanisiri
laura
nicolette
li ying
dreidel
xin ying
koh eun
prajakta
ying cong
bernice

last group!
sharlene
gladys
Aloysius
Didi Zeng jin
krishan
si jia
savita
arubyel

thats all :)
hehe.....
all nice names and so far i only forgotten the one who sits beside dickson
zzzzzzzzzzz
nvm forget it :D
lalala
nth to post le.......

byexz.........

Take Me to your heart

2009-01-20T14:43:00.002+08:00

Take Me To Your Heart

Hiding from The Rain and Snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat
So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

[Chorus:]Take me to your heart
take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true
They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend
Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing

[Chorus:]Take me to your heart
take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true